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All things come in the form of other things. Fractal patterns of positive emotion are in reflections of any other thing, any very large or very little moment.  Stay in the moment – If you keep focusing on your favorite emotions, you seek their fractals in the routine motions of your existance like looking through a photo album. Except the photo album is alive, and redefining itself, and coming in new forms constantly…. Good and bad really is like water and oil/ When you are in control of yourself, you are the master of the art of negotiating your emotions. Your world becomes exposed as a truly internal one.  All of your being becomes an attitude of deliberate perception, and the universe happily encourages you to continue creating, like a scientist of positivity, in which nothing is wrong… just infinitely different and beautiful. When you swim in infinite positivity, you start to realize that perception is made of infinite possibility, and your negotiation of positivity is reckoning with your subject, making your life more and more enriched, and beautiful. You are imprinting yourself in the beauty of positivity.

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We don’t think of time passing unless we use our “egoism.” The best definition of the ego is something like: The part of yourself you use to feel alright in unknowing. However much needs to be chipped away to get to your personal sculpture, it nevertheless defines this excess. This imaginary alarm of lack of knowing. Communication is the tool we use to breakdown the buildup. The inner sculpture, the self we know to be the real us, is the one with the tools in hand. Communication appeals to him only. When communication is slim more ego plaque builds. Infrequent interactions come as industrial sized ego busters, like pic axes, and  sledgehammers. Natural disasters to restore balance… major events. When communication gets more frequent,  the pic axe turns into a chisel, then a drill, then it just turns into an electrical computer, sifting information and humming beautifully. At this “time,” time is of lesser importance. Like I said, this is because our real character, is in direct relation to time! We sense most beauty in timlessness, and that happens through communication.

We are dolphins of time growing into whales. Going above water frequently to breath the time before, now we can dive a little deeper, and stay a little longer. All of us.

Time might be like a rubber band that you can snap.

Time is irrefutably elastic in nature, we move faster it slows down (relativity), or we bend and flex our perception of reality and time cooperatively either gets out of the way or in it. Time can fly! We dont make fun of people for saying this. We do, after all, have a tiny time keeping device in our brains that give us our perception of it.  Like all parts of the body this too has to have some action reaction complex, that can affect its function. It’s not just a steel trap. We see in science that what we would naturally expect to happen when time slows down, actually is happening, to a notable degree, when we perceive it as slowing. But I am not writing a dry biology text. It’s cooler to call this theoretical philosophy. Here is some good full form wacked out theoretical philosophy, about the concept of time.

I feel we can reach a stratus of communication that’s frequent enough to where time can completely be snapped as a phenomenon. I want to ask you to take a second, and really fall back in your current circumstances of your own life. Sink in it, feel how it feels, think how you have been thinking, and consolidate your current identity with your concious mind. If you are really being honest with yourself, I’m sure you would have the sentiment that you feel like time is speeding up.  Though most people have this idea often throughout life, what I’m thinking about is a little different. It’s almost as if something about the nature of time itself, has been altered. Can you understand this? I feel that is something that is sensed amongst the collective, whether it is understood or not. This can be backed up through the groundwork of the opening paragraph – Our perception of time is maliable, bends, twists… does in fact change, constantly, and is in constant flux, depending on what we’re doing. One hour of our favorite activity is literally like a blink of an eye in comparison to the eternity in line at the grocery store. That in itself is an amazing thing we don’t think about. Anyway, the point is that this illustrates the idea it can (feel like it) change, and we don’t know the connection between how we feel it is, verses how it is. The change part implies a zero state, a normal. Well, what if humanity was in the process of doing something that dramatically influenced that state of normal? Certainly our perceptions are in a state of great change, some people classify the global reaction to the internet and modern connectivity to the adolescent period of global responce to technology; we are in a tumultuous time, trying to figure out exactly who we are. Can such a global difference in regular perception mean a difference in the structure of what time is? I feel this directly about time, and I believe everyone feels this, we just don’t talk about it, or know it yet. This is exactly what I believe is happening, and the implications of this are tied to the vary nature of our existance. I will start this next paragraph to use it to explain what is happening, and why. ****Please keep moving along, the next paragraph is the best part of the essay.*****

So what is time? Has someone understood this as a law of nature? No! Do we understand the relationship between the perception of time, and its independent existence… so chalk it up with a algorythm in a physics book? Negative. So here we have something that is a phenomenon that’s tied to everything we do, but we don’t have the knowledge to even classify it as a law?!? I want everyone reading this to get really theoretical. The best thing you can say about time, ironically, is that it is in a state that has to be temporal. Here I’m going to take a liberty of theoretical thought, for a critical message: Further, we can elaborate on this and say that the dimension in which time exists, it has to, as it is the main catalyst for change. So if time is going through an upgrade, and our state of rest for time is less temporal,  for my theory to be true we would have to see the things that time changes slowly start falling apart, times empire crumbling. So what do we see in our generation? People living much, much longer, feeling better, eating less meat, and food, people calming, generally, as well as animals, etc. These are just the super blatant, common examples. Also these are just the premiminary stages that are sort of primers for what we are experiencing today. Another, much more direct example is the evidence found that the decay rate of atoms, something we thought was the most permanent thing to measure as the fabric of our universe, is changing. So there is factual evidence of accelerated change in the fabric of our universe, actually. This in itself is an elaboration to see the relationship between time and events.

– When an atom’s decay rate is sped up, when it has less time to be an atom, its energy is increased. It’s more excited when it’s life span is shorter. But we must understand this is just our interpretation! We cannot just easily take our perception of it for granted, and say that time is the thing that is changing with the atom is time, and energy is responding to this. We must be able use our minds to envision the atom as

What I really am concerned with are things like constant communication, technology, global awareness, and things of that nature in current societal climate, and what these things are doing to time.  But if these things are clearly occuring, could time changing really be the answer? I’m saying that whether or not its the answer is another thing to talk about, but it certainly is a character trait of this change. People will surely say that these happen because of technology increasing, and awareness of certain things coming to the forefront. I absolutely agree, but here we have this abstract understanding of time, where do those people fit time in with all of th

+is other development? Does it just remain at a constant as everything else around it is starting to get less and less temporal? Of course not, and of course, this is what is happening with our technological industrial revolution. Its more like just a, perfect pun, a time revolution. And ultimately, we are just cutting the head off the snake of time completely with technology. In the past 10 years so much has happened with technology people really have no understanding of where we stand right now. Information is spreading so quickly we are literally like a giant ocean which one ripple is recieved throughout the whole, the collective. In the next year alone, we will have shared more information than we have in that last revolutionary 10 year period. That is unbelievable, and it begs the question, why are we not talking about time? Time is not just something that is staying the same, and we are just “still” feeling as if it is going to fast. Time is a mechanism to judge change, what we know as time is changing more than ever. Time as the fabric of change in our current dimension is withering away, and we are filling its place with our own perpetual desire for proactive change. That is another way to define time: A perpetual desire for change. In this way not only do we replace time, you could say that we become time, and our own time, subject to nothing. Think about this: the more we proactively change things – attitudes, perceptions, knowledge, reality- the more that all of those things that time necessitates will no longer be of any validity. Those things almost do not matter. I mean seriously, this is not theoretical.

Take this argument: It is a certainty that in one second, more things right now are bound to happen than ever before. This is due to technological advancement, for example. Technological advancement is multiplying its acceleration constantly, to a point that we can’t discern (kinda sounds like approaching the speed of light, huh). Than it follows that our experiences are coming at a constantly accelerating pace too. Therefore, we have the potential to, through technology (Im not saying this is the one catalyst, and Im an anti – transhumanist, but just keep to the argument) Live eternally in what we understand to be one second, at the pace of change of technology. This is what is happening. How could we possibly have a need for time, time is something that we are excommunicating and we are creating things in our own universes which are slowly pushing time into a black hole.

So by now it is clear that time is just a catalyst for change, and that catalyst is certainly getting less and less significant to our lives. Its sort of like a big brother of the universe, a tough love who is proud to see you overcome it once you are ready as a cocreator to do so. Time is what we use to learn how the universe is ran. It is the ultimate teacher of the third dimension that, when we conquer it, we know that the only way to continue the creation of the universe is to constantly and actively become a force for change. Now is the time that I believe we are doing just that. We are ushering in a new dimension, a new place in the scheme of the universe where time is no longer an obstacle, or at least not a great one, and our creations will be that much more glorious. Unfortunately for skeptics of the Mayan prophecy, you’ll have just read something that makes much better logic than what you so happily deject as “End of the world shit.” No, it has nothing to do with the end of the world, it has to do with the end of time. The end of a cycle. Exactly like an energy transfer in an electron, nothing could be more metaphorical to nature. 2012 could very well be the last year for time, and if it’s not, it absolutely is the start of a new era of different time.

Aesthetics are things about things, second order universals. They can change… we are 70% water, the most changeable thing. The coolest aesthetic is when you feel different being around different people

Sometime in your day take a second to deliberately disassociate your identity with a thought or with a talk with someone. Not everything needs to represent your identity. Give it a rest, it’s an empowering thing to do

Some people dont want to see what they love

some are afraid they’ll love when they see

fuck just to be, think not to see, Ill never come back from my heros journey

heart and mind, one crucified for some time, Ill never come back from my heros journey

heart and mind, if one fucks one will sigh, Ill never find home on my heros journey

-Precursor-

I had planned on making a video for this to show more commitment, but I hope my writing can reflect it. I see this blog as being more of a service to myself, and to you, which I consider to be apart of myself. Communication is being redefined in our age, and that reshapes us everyday. The emotions behind the feeling of home can be found in a blog. Or on your Facebook page. Reinforcing identity is the best definition for communication someone can suggest. Family is being reshaped without us even knowing. Technology is us pushing off from the dock into a sea of material understanding of how we communicate…I can happily gaurantee that we will never suffice with our technological family though; it is more of a reinforcement that we all are family! We will always love to see one another, and I think technology sort of gives us an assist with that.

I wanted to make a post that I felt was important to the entire idea of my blog, and it’s philosophy. I want to extend myself to you in a way that goes beyond this, and I want you to extend yourself to me, should you feel I was the right person.

I have always thought of myself as a counselor. I think that is a key to why I am here. I believe in that. I believe in me doing whatever that is – because that is something I have no judgements toward. In fact, I have complete shame with it. There is nothing important about me. There is nothing of significance, no talent I am drawing from. I draw myself from persisting in honesty and love and constant humility. I want to live closer to humility than just about anything. That is why in my personal life, most people gather than I am a person they feel alright with.

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This is why I want to tell you that my main goal is not to write a blog and entertain anyone. This is an extention of a general life goal to be of assistance, to anyone. I am a humble human person. I am just here typing. There is nothing beyond this. You already know me because I am you, and I accept you. Should you feel like you need or want someone to talk to, for any reason at all, at any time, I would be honored and truely blessed to talk with you. There is no seperation, no reason I am looking for. If you want to ask someone if there watching a game you are, or about breaking up with a person you cared about. Or talking about weather. Or music. Or something stupid. There is no time where I will have any judgment toward an object of interest you should have that would prompt you to call me. I am here for other people, everyone has something they need to talk about. If you do, I hope you have the courage to talk to someone who cares. Love and peace for everyone

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People who are keen on where collective conciousness goes in general know that addiction is simply the misplacement of action reaction in anything. It only means that you are not living in the now moment.

one troubling thing about being so intimate  with any certain brand of negativity is that it will forever be a hindrence of your mind. to not be careful of it is to be blind in a field with a trench somewhere in it. eventually you will find it and fall in. when you do its deep and vast and too familiar.

I have this strong justification behind this egoic contention I have about my persona and other people. I’ve always had this relationship with my ego thats not normal. Thats a disease.

Narcisissm is only available when you believe something cannot or will not happen in your external reality. It has to be something very close to your heart, where your best self would be. It is personal nationalism. It is a redirection of energy from what people use to bond with one another and looped back to the individual – – closed system of praise. The turning point from what is directed change to narcisissim lies in how the inner hole, the human condition, is appropriated. You have to have the contention that you are of enough self worth to press onward unapologetically in spite of this concious imbalance. The imbalance becomes the anchor to your imagined power that keeps people believing that youre either crazy or a genius – and that’s a reflection that you’re constantly converting into a patently disproportionate sense of self. The true, most sincere narcissists are the ones who convert this effectively. The entire concept of narcissism is much more doctorized and compartmentalized than how it actually affects society. Not only can narcissism be a deliberate pursuit for itself, it can also be an active defense mechanism. This is how it is mostly used. When one is validated to a certain degree by society, one can feel justified in responding to a belief that is not in accordance with their belief structure.   In fact an entire culture can have narcisissm. Narcisissm can only be a disease, which is its true state, when it is unsupervised, and unchecked egoism. So it is fair to say that narcissists are only relevant with regard to certain levels of egoism – there is a innate bond between the levels of the two, and the interaction with eachother.

So if a narcissist is using his narcissism correctly, he is deliberately acting in one of two unapologetic ways. He is either defending the glory of himself, or advertising the world as a lesser reality to the one within his self.

Once it reaches the point that it is significantly relied upon, within the internal reality, the game of narcisissm goes in one of a few directions. If it is the egoic dilusion can keep entangling with justification and perhaps intelligence increase, perhaps even over many lives and human incarnations until resolved, or, which is the inevitable conseqence… comes to a pyroclastic release point where all egoic misrepresentations start blasting out of the SMALLEST hole in the ego that eventually had to be enough to let this bull shit leave you. After awhile, eventually, this is all it will take, and this will occur. Because, after all, this egoetry is not you, or anyone, or anything. If the ego is completely representing the self without belief of consequence or egoic relativity (civility) it is a complete delusion. One that many live with, and die with. But eventually, there is no possible way that this can result in anything but a renewal of a human life until this pressure is released to let conciousness develop and of course, reunite with its fellow cells, or fellow humans. After all, it is a scientific fact that we are of one conciousness, and we are all one. How then, does an individual cell have its unique and self rightous agenda to effectively run a body independently? It cannot do this, for the nature of the cell is such that it is one of many. The cell does right within itself to be the best it can be, but that is a ego within the boundary of its civility, and the egoic self gratification is held closely in relation to that allegiance. There is no other way it can be done after death, besides a reincarnation and a renewal of the same experiences until this hole in the egoic ozone is opened, and the ego, like an ice cube releasing into a bath tub, is immediatly satiated and balanced in equalibrium with its ultimate identity, of selflessness.